I have struggled with all of this – its been too painful to really deal with at all until now.

I’m slowly getting my head around the way that this all happened. And also that he just isn’t here any more. I get reminded every time I drive somewhere near where he was, or think of doing something I would do with him.

Its all been compounded by the coronial investigation just delaying everything, and I still don’t know what the outcome of that is. Its a system fault that he got sick in a hospital that could not manage physical illness. Maybe we can change that.

I’ll write some more when I can bring myself to.

If you are reading this – stay healthy, life is precious and precarious all in one package that can unravel very easily.

Michael